Had a great 22nd birthday :) 

But my next few birthdays will be in Japan!!!! <3 

I wish I could know where I’m going, but JET is an endurance test… just gotta keep waiting..

But I bought some AMAZING shoes to take with me. I need a few more pair since my feet ar gigantic and Japanese stores can’t even come close to finding me shoes… :p

But for now I’m content with watching anime and reading all weekend. I need to finish watching Faith bc lee minho is just so sexy.

tashiebingu:

Morning after :)

(Source: tashyimnida, via unshattereddreams)

I just WATCHED one, so that might be affecting my brain at the moment…

but my boyfriend can’t skype with me bc of homework and i feel like he and I barely talk during the day and i get so excited at night when i can finally hear his voice and then he calls me and I’m like “no don’t call me.. do your homework” and right as I’m about to bawl he’s like “ok! bye” and I have to hang up to keep from sobbing on the phone with him…

I mean I’m trying to be understanding and not take up all his time but I’m so bored and lonely and every time I think about him my eyes well up. I had him sleep with me most nights for months and now he’s in school and I’m not it’s just so difficult…

and to make matters worse my knee just made this horrible cracking noise and it’s killing me now.. and I need to go to taekwondo tomorrow but my knee will hurt and I will have to go alone and probably won’t go but my parents are leaving thursday and I will be in the fucking house all by myself…

I’m so lonely. I can’t stop crying… someone help me… 

I want someone to listen to me without judging me for TWO SECONDS.

I did all this hard work to get into JET’s Early Departure….

I did a lot of extra stuff… but the FBI background check required a lot of time and effort and isn’t due until the end of the month. But I didn’t turn mine in to the FBI until last week. Then I realized that I sent it directly to JET and not me and they wanted me to open it and make photocopies… but that’s not the worst part. Yesterday I had SO MUCH drama from my dad, I closed my bank account… but I sent a form with my payment marked as “debit card” and gave the number of my old card. 

So I’m not even sure if the FBI can accept it anymore, because I don’t know if the money has come out (if they charged me for the check) or not.

And now if I don’t get early departure, I’ve been telling everyone I could leave in April but I might not leave until August. I mean I really want to leave earlier…but I’m guessing this has blown my chances with early departure for sure. Because even if it went through, if it shows up at the JET office unopened addressed to them, won’t they be like, UM SHE DIDNT DO WHAT WE TOLD HER and put my application in the regular departure pile anyway???

Ugh…. guys I’m freaking out…

And all my friends and family are so judgmental, saying, “Why didn’t you do this earlier?? Why don’t you leave in April??? blah blah” I mean even my boyfriend was like “you should try for early departure” and I want to scream at them I’M TRYING!!!!!

I really am…. but I’m also trying to convince myself staying here until August wouldn’t be so bad…

would it?  

Domyoji: “Makino. Have you ever eaten a fig?”
Makino: “Huh?”
Domyoji: “What do figs taste like?”
Makino: “Well… Aren’t they sweet and sour?”
Domyoji: “You know… when you cut a fig in half, it looks like a heart. That’s why they say it’s bittersweetness… is the flavor of love.”
Makino: [laughs] “What the heck?”
Domyoji: “A Pakistani I knew in New York told me that.”
Makino: “Are you telling me the truth?”
Domyoji: “But to me, the flavor of love.. tastes like… that lousy cookie you made for me.”

(via massu-chama)

I’m addicted to Korean dramas…

Lee Minho needs to stop acting so I can do my homework… 

I just can’t help myself DX

arukidasuyo:

kakkoii resident >.<♥♥

SDLKGH:SLDHKG:SDLKGH:SDLKGH:LHK BABYYYYYYYYYY omgasl;dkgha;sldkghal

(via massu-chama)

I got my 5th gym badge!

I decided on my Depth Study Title!!! I’m calling it “Cross-Cultural Japanese Studies” (basically my major)

And I got my graduation invitations ordered. I hope people give me money… 

My mommy is coming today, and my dad got to eat lunch with me and the Asians :3

And I’m going to start watching the Korean drama with Lee Min Ho Faith!!! :o 

cuz I saw a gif and it looks cute…

And now I’m regretting not watching to the beautiful you so I might watch that even tho I basically know what happens… thanks a lot tumblr… 

tokeijikakenokirichan:

Ren♥

this makes me want to watch the whole thing over again ;A;

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I love dramas and I LOVED Hana Kimi, and I would have watched “To the beautiful you” (the korean version) if it hadn’t been for tumblr.

I feel like i already saw everything… just without sound.

I love you tumblr, but you ruin things.

I can’t watch something because 2 seconds after it comes out there are gifs of it everywhere… geez…